Today was
my
44th (yikes!!)
birthday!!
No this is not my cake. My hubby and Sam went to my
favourite bakery to buy me a special cake and
they did not have any cakes made! A car show
was being held in this town so they were just selling
their breads and making lots of food for all the hungry car enthusiasts!
So my poor hubby and son tried the local supermarket but
the cakes there looked awful and not many in stock. Sadly they came
home with no cake but i was fine with the whole thing. I was touched
by their thoughtfulness anyways. This is my first birthday in 44 yrs to not have any of my family or friends around to celebrate it with me.
It felt strange and it really did not feel like my day....just another
Sunday really.
Every birthday i sit back and reflect over the
years of what i have
and have not
accomplished
and
where life has
taken
me.
Alot has happened to me over the last year
since
my 43rd birthday.
It seems like
yesterday it was
my
33rd birthday
and i
just had
a beautiful
baby boy.
I was more than sure that many more
babies would follow...
but sadly that was not
in the cards for me.
I guess God had other
plans for me...the
thing is i'm still waiting
to find out what that is!
Now in my 44th year
i
have started a
new life
3,000 miles away
from my home town.
My blog began on a dreary January
evening
and since then
my
life
has really started to change
I
cannot
believe
how many
wonderful, loving
people
i have met.
You all do not know how
much this
means
to me....
to a girl sometimes so
homesick
that i think i won't make it
through another day...
but
then
i log onto my blog
and there is a comment
that warms my heart and reaches out
and hugs me.
Thanks to all my blogging friends, my friends
back home who left wonderful comments on facebook today
and family phone calls 3,000 miles away.
It was
a
pretty good
birthday!
And i don't feel too bad for an old broad at 44!!
Pamela xo